As I sat around procrastinating

     This isn't a usual place for me to write, in fact its probably been a year since I've written anything on here. But in the spirit of keeping something going (I've had xanga since I was 13) I shall write, plus I need to ge through this writer's block, my portfolio is due tomorrow and I still don't have a personal essay! Anyway, I'll stop talking about silly high school problems, if they are as boring to you as they are to me, than this short paragraph hasn't had any significance yet.

    So what do I talk about? Well, I got into the University of New Orleans and will be moving in with Grant a couple days after I graduate. I also have a promise ring now:) It's really diamondy and pretty Other than that I'm just going through the motions. Just doing enough to get by and graduate. I can't believe I'm finally getting out of this place. There was alot of times when I genuinely didn't think I was going to make it through high school, but I did:) As little as that accomplishment is, it really feels amazing. I never have to come back to this place if I that's what I wish, but I probably will. Gotta come back and visit the rents every now and then.

    What am I studying you ask? I plan on studying Entreprenuership, Markingeting, and Business Administration. What am I going to do with those degrees? Only the most awesome thing ever. What I plan to do after graduation is open up my own head shop. Perhaps learn how to blow glass so I can make my own pipes. Also within this head shop I want to have a petting zoo with ducks, bunnies, and goats. This might be a little odd, I'm just not ambitious enough to become a veteranarian but would still like the oppurtunity to work with animals... plus I think goats are pretty much the cutest. Speeking of ambition, I know my goal seems a little crazy and unreachable,  it's just an ephiphany I had in the shower one day that I thought would be really awesome.

    Well, I still have writers block but atleast I finally have something on here for my senior year. Hopefully it was more positive than my other entrees. I tend to come off as pretty cynical alot of the times, but I am cynical so I guess that makes since. I hope if you are reading this, that I see you again before I graduate.

Peace and Love,

Kenzie

For Jake...

hmmm things are going pretty good right now... lost 32 lbs, feelin pretty good about myself. the last of my friends have graduated so now it looks like its just me steph, matt, and amy.  kinda freakin out that im a junior now. it feels like i was a freshman just yesterday and that im just screweing up for the first time again. i dnt really think ive been screwing up lately though. ive been living a little loosely and not as conservatively but i dnt think im hurting anyone and if im hurting myself the after effects will be miniscule. i am sad that more of my friends are leaving me... i guess its time for me to make more friends my own age. ive been trying to become a little more mature lately. i got a job... though i doubt that really has anything to do with how mature i am, but i get to make money being a lifeguard and well... its not that bad.  ive been trying to find thing to look forward too... my dads wedding is coming up in like 2 weeks and i get my license oct 16th. on the bad side... my brother and his girlfriend live with me and i dnt like it at all... i dnt even wanna go into that. but lately there are more good things than bad.. atleast when im not at home... and im just really happy for that. and im happy that i have a really good group of guy friends that im always with. :)

- much love-

 kenzie

GOAL: Hang out with jake before he leaves for college